Monday, June 14, 2010

From the little black box

I haven't been in the internet for such a long while, and there are reasons, all of which I'll try to sum up in this small space. I'll probably start with last summer, my here and hereafter. For many reasons life-changing, last summer was the culmination of my beliefs and personal character. What happened last summer, you ask? It warrants a full detailed explanation, and as such I may have to dedicate a separate page for it. It's that important, seriously.

I have since developed a feeling like I'm detached form the rest of the world: refusing to go out as often as I used to, desiring to stay inside my room at all times, not wanting to talk to people. It's stupid, I know. But ever since last summer, I've lost interest in many trivial things. The change was not of character or demeanor, but rather of perception and understanding. I wish it was as profound as it sounded.

Here, in this little black box, time cannot go backwards, and so all of it, the beauty and madness of last summer, will be carried over tomorrow. Meanwhile today and thereafter, I need to commune to myself once more, through this blog.